I’m tired just want rest my head for a moment but the moment I close my eyes the feeling washes over me. The feeling of hopelessness, being unwanted and being unloved those feelings I can’t control.
I may smile and laugh in my daily things I do but deep down I keep fighting my inner demons that lay deep inside of my heart and soul.
Knowing that those feelings aren’t what I should be feeling I can’t control just keep fighting those demons.
Some day I will see myself in a new light till then I will keep going faking my life is fine for it will never be perfect.
My wall is up against anyone who wants to see me in that light for that light is a weakness for all to see.
Guess my demons keep me going from day to day!!