Get this shit... apparently due to "the talk" we had the other night, he decided i guess we were going to um "work things out"... yeah, same conversation i explained to him that i HATE him, and why... make sense to you? Me either... SOOOO anyways, he sits and bitches for like, ever today.... some people can't get shit through their heads... It's amazing how he sure wants to treat me like shit, but hell if he thinks i'm going to be with someone else, boy he's all ABOUT putting on the water works and crying his little eyes out... It's fucking bullshit... THEN the motherfucker, since he can't read my myspace blogs, makes a CT page:::
dennisc214
@ CherryTAP
he does this JUST so he can stalk me, and read my blogs... Stalker? UUUMMM< yeah~ cuz now his little girlfriends at work (who convienantly added themselves to my myspace) can't read my blogs either.... so someone has to do it... so, the mother fucker actually makes a page... not to just have one... he didn't fill in any of the info, no pic, nothin... he just made teh page and went to my page, which you can see my looking at who has viewed my page... it's fucked up bullshit isn't it?!?!?!?
Anyways, i think I may have found a house today... so thats my goal at the moment; to get the FUCK out of this house... i think he is planning on moving in with his mother {yeah, the one who STOLE my fucking daughter}. So needless to say, I am fuckin PISSED about this bullshit... It's not enough that he tortures me, and won't leave me alone, and plays this "OOOOHHHH i love you so much" bullshit, then treats me like shit.... he has to start stalking my page... i blocked him, but that only keeps him from leaving comments, etc. etc.... like that does a WHOLE lot of good, he'll still stalk my blogs... talk about a pathetic loser... I worked all night last night, was going on about 2 1/2 days w/ hardly any sleep... motherfucker wakes me up, while i'm fucking sleeping, to whine because he read my blog... ALL kinds of upset over the derek stuff (as those are the most recent entries) He is all cryin and like "BUt i thought we were going to work things out?" I'm like, WHOA what fucking realm of NON REALITY do you live in?!?!?! Then he's all like"Splitting up this family is on your conscience now"... DUDE... I would MUCH rather my kids have 2 houses, a mommy step daddy and a daddy and step mommy then see the constant bullshit fighting and arguing... plus, I will be happier that way, too... i can't keep dealing w/ this bullshit drama anymore...
anyways, as much as i would LOVE to continue bitching, i need to get my ass in the shower... i work at 11, then get off at 7, and turn around and work at 3... that shift work bullshit BITES>.. i would rather work every night 11- 7, which is what i do NEXT weeek, but no school... no school means, a~ more sleep, and b~ more time to just hang out, and be free... well, until 11p anyways!!!
much love!
