i don't know, i think my bipolar meds aren't working anymore. Usually when i take it, i'm fine and even after it wears off, i never stay depressed. But now it seems every night when it wears off i get super-depressed. The meds that i'm taking now come in generic, so it could be that is part of the problem. or it could be that i'm just bummed out of my mind and lonely as hell. it could be a combo of those. whatever it is i don't know how much longer i can take it. I gotta see my psychiatrist again and figure out what the hell is going on.
it sucks not being able to hang out with anybody out here also.
i tried hanging out with some guys at my work, but no one showed up or told me what was going on. It just feels like nobody even cares anymore. it seems that people just ignore me nowadays, or they refuse to understand what it's like to suffer from mental disorders.
Life sucks so bad, but i guess it's not all bad, i guess it could be worse
If you guys have any advice, or anything let me know
