dont know about heaven but i made my peace with hell
Current mood: drained
Category: Life
first i would like to give credit to the header from lars fredrickson from lars fredrickson and the bastards also from rancid but it was in a song of his off his new album vikings good cd i might add
anyways the point is shit can bring people down make it hard to pic ones self off the ground especialy when your the one putting your self on the ground in the first place allowing your self to stagger and fall but once your down you see things diffrently it gets you as close to hell as you can go and as for me well like the song says i have made my peice with hell heaven has been out of sight for so long but only because i put it there i seperated my self from god and placed my self as far as i could from times sure maybey i have some good emotions and intentions but for the most part i kick them to the curb like for a stranger or someone i just dont know so yeah my friends get to see the insightful person i can be this is just oneof those days though when im losing control and enjoying it but i will pull myself together unfortuneately its something i have to do on my own and yes i know people need help and i can be to proud to ask but some times you just have to do it on your own and this is one of them sorry for the rambel not really down now more in a picking my self back up type mood
with much understanding to inspire your fiend
Beyond the Grave
