Where am i to draw the line of where i stand within my life..
I am still picking up the pieces of a heart that is not complete. To feel already i cannot decide if it is wrong or right.
Perhaps i am allowing my emotions to cloud over my better judgement. But perhaps its right? Perhaps its not...
So many things are involved, not simply a life not simply 2, not just 1 heart on the line not even 2 but 3 and 4 hearts on the line.
Perhaps i am better to distance myself and let fate decide.
But still...
Do i dare..
My eyes are growing heavy.. the lack of sleep is catching up i know i need to go to bed but yet she rings threw my mind.
I wonder if the sleep i need will come or if i will close my eyes and see dreams of what i know deep down i cannot have.
Perhaps what i am simply not destined to have. Or at least so it seem..
