Its 6 in the morning and i cant sleep. Between the migraine and the thoughts in the rattled head. I sit here and think about people i have lost and things that i always wanted to do that i still havent done. Its like beating yourself up for not realizing your dreams. I hate looking backwards cause you never see all the good things that you have done, all you see are the places that you screwed up or made mistakes. Hindsight is twenty twenty right? Oh well no one really wants to listen to me complain that my life isnt what i planned it to be so i will wander off again! Back into the swirling sands of my life!