Your apathy is what kills me
Everytime I cry for your mercy
I am given indifference and ignorance
Thus begins the path to nothingness
My words were a promise from a place I have not seen
Deep down in my heart where I am given life to breathe
I must have gone too far ahead in the matter
Of confessing my love and hoping it is everlasting
Is this your way of showing me I am dead?
Initiating things of which I can no longer stand
My fate is sewn with the fanciest of threads
And torn apart to break me down again
I know these things that I express are of my own accord
The expression of anger toward others is obsolete
The words of depression I wish to express
Are just mere objects used to further compact and suppress
Love was the catalyst for temporary happiness
A time of manic madness and faint success
Then the bright light blights my vision further
And the descent is again where I will tread
My subconscious being explodes under my implosion
And the morbid thoughts begin to erode away at me
My execution is what I fantasized it to be
The easiest way out and how I dreamed of becoming free
