Well It's been awhile since I've done a proper update. First off I want to thank everyone who has been there for me the last month or so while my mom has been sick. As far as we know the cancer isn't getting any better but we won't really know anything till her first rounds of chemo are done. She has her good days and her bad days...It really bothers me that we had to put her in a home but we can't possibly keep up with her meds and as of right now she needs 24hr care and we can't provide that. So again THANK YOU to everyone who has been so supportive..
On the plus side I got to see my real sister again (WHOO HOOO!!) On the really plus side of that is she brought her family with her..I havn't seen any of them in 8yrs.. My eldest niece turned 18 while they were here and I have to tell you thats freaky(freaky how all of them have grown!!!!) And I got to see a nephew that I've never got to meet before. And another nice and nephew...I LOVED having them around and wish they could of stayed longer than a week.
I STILL don't know what the fuck is wrong with my neck..all I know is I need to get if fixed SOON!!!! The left side of my neck thru the shoulder muscle and all the way down my left arm is a constant sheet of fire and pins and needles..and now the ring and middle fingers on my right hand are constantly numb..And I can't get in to see the doctor till wednsday...I really don't know if I can take it much longer...
Ugh I can't even go into the love portion of my life.It's still so screwed up...I can't get a good feel on that girl...She's sooooooo hard to read sometimes. I can't really tell if she's interested in anything long term (and I really want it to turn into that)
All I can say about the roomate/living situation is that it's TOTALLY DILDOES!!!! And will be resolved VERY SOON!!!!! I'm tired of Matt always getting shafted by one roommate..and it affects me too. But most of the financial burden falls on him..and I feel bad cuz I can't really help him with that. But he's a really close friend and his moods affect me also......Well that's all for now more updates later. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
