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So I had a cute boyfriend for exactly one day. I don't understand why someone would just ask me to be their girlfriend after meeting me and one day. But unfortunatley, I'm the clingy type. I like to be called daily if not at least seen daily. He couldn't do either so I ditched him. Sorry but I'm not about thisbullshit don't waste my time. I want a serious relationship but it seems that either a.I appear as too much of a sex object or b. everyone i seem to meet who says they want a relationship, honestly dont and just like, much like nikolai, he's complete bogus. He dated me for about a month or so but all the wihle still trying to get back with his ex even tho she is with some abusive boyfriend. so after awhile i started to realize from him not calling me unless he wanted me to come over and go out, that i was being used, i was being a replacement, or almost a rebound. but whatev it is what it is. at least i have to of his video games i will sell or keep and never give back lol.

anyway i had a date tonight with a nice fellow who definitley has his shit together, more than nikolai lol scumbag, and drives unlike nikolai haha. seriously, i've been talking to him for a little bit and at least he doesnt sit home and play fucking video games all night and day. anyway i've just started to believe that now maybe there is hope. i've just got to have a shitload of patience. not only that, but thanks to nikolai, thanks to dave, thanks to all these assholes on plenty of fish i'm starting to think i should just get a girlfriend again, at least they dont play stupid ass baby games like these immature little fucks.