As I sit here in fear of what is and what can be I wonder what is to be. Life is not an easy street to walk sometimes and this I know but I still want it to be
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I worry about tomorrow and what is about to happen to my life. Will I be here a yr from now, hell will I be here 6 months from now.
For a woman who has had this issue before this is scary and surreal.
What will the doctors say? What is it? Am I to die and leave my kids alone? These are the thoughts that race through my mind as I sit here in fear!!
