You know, when things go down hill they eventually come back up. bad part is that it usually goes down again. but I'm hoping that I stay on top for a while this time. On the way up this hill I happened to meet this girl, a very beautiful girl too. One that is hard to get out of my head, even though I'm not even trying to. I happen to like thinking of this girl. It's helping me climb higher up this incline that was laid before me since my tumble down a while ago. She happens to have the cutest smile and a way to make me feel good about myself again. I only hope I can do the same for her. I would feel like I was cheating her out of something good if I can't at least get her to feel the same for me as I do her. I usually do everything for myself, you know think of me first. Thats how I've usually always been. but a very good friend and former girlfriend was the exact opposite and it was hard on her but everyone loved her because she was so caring. I want to find the middle of that with this wonderful girl that I have met. I hope we can mutually care for each other greatly.
wow I sound so gay, anyways. I'm thinking of you, and if you're reading this you'll know it's about you.
don't worry bitter me will come back sooner or later, just not with her, she's too good for that.
