Have you ever been in a relationship with some one who doesn't love you back. Where you give 110%, but not only is it not returned; it would'nt even matter if you did anything at all. None of the things you do to show your love matter because they don't even care. they claim to "love you" but thier coldness silences thier words. How much longer can i keep pretending everything is ok, when anger keeps exploding like stab wound at the one i'm supposed to love.I don't mean to be needy. I don't mean to be untrusting. I just want to know where i stand. i feel like a caged animal at the pound. hoping for my master's love to save me. waiting with anticipation for any sign of affection, only to be rejected once again. i don't mind not being first, as long as i'm on the list.
