why do i still have feelings for my ex? even though we broke up last year, i still have some love for him. just when i had thought i had gotten over some of the anger and i guess denial and whatever else from it, he shows up again on the one thing where i least expect it but i knew he was saying that he was going to be back on Socom2. i know i have to move on but once i saw him and heard his voice again last week, the feelings of how i felt and that before we broke up came back. i guess the feelings from a first love will never leave and hold a special place in my heart and the way it sounds like that we may not try to date each other again.