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Today I am fighting with the depression in the worst way. All sorts of stuff will be changing for me and its freaking me out and depressing me at the same time.
As of sometime next week I wont be able to get on any social networks sites from where I live, and for me that is both fubar and facebook. What is freaking me out about all this is most of my support of what I am going through comes from both these sites and also lets me blog on this site with the healthy feedback.
This morning I woke from a horrific dream, it has left me drained and sore. Not quite sure how dreams can make you sore but it is happened to me.
I am looking at trying to go to school in January or so. I decided I want to do cosmo.... that way it will take 10 months and once I move out of here, I would only have a few months left and then I could get a job. (yet I am scared of the anxiety and the depression debilitating me).
I guess for those of you that have my number it will be one way of keeping in touch unless I find a place away from home to get online... I cant do the library cuz an ex bf screwed that one up for me. For those of you that dont have my number and want it to keep in touch send me a private message and I will give it to you.
~~Ugh~~ and ♥ ya all!
