My first Christmas with out you,
I'm wishing you were here,
I promised myself I wouldn't,
But I've cried so many tears.
It's only been 3 weeks,
Since you were taken away,
I've gone through today,
With so much to say.
I dropped by your spot,
My Christmas gift to you,
I laid some pretty flowers,
It was all I could do.
And the necklace you got me last year,
Has always been on,
I haven't taken it off,
Since the moment you were gone.
I wish you could come back,
I miss you so much..
It's been so, so hard,
Not having you around,
It's so difficult to believe,
You're gone and in heaven,
The way I feel,
Is so hard to express,
All of my emotions,
I tend to suppress.
I still expect to see you,
But you're not there,
I can't feel you around me,
And it's just not fair.
Oh, I'm missing you terribly,
I wish you could see,
Missing you so much,
Wishing you were here with me.
I love you momma