I feel like such a fool for thinking that there could even be more then just a screen . . . to think I really believed you could really care . . . it's not that I am married ... it was just a game for you . . . I wonder why you couldn't tell me it's just lies . . . crying doesn't ease the pain . . . smiling only hides my disgrace . . . I could never face you again . .. knowing I was only your fool.