Why do i tear myself apart? Forgoing happiness, Ignoring my heart.
Foolish pride steering a foolish mind, Forcing me to leave logic behind.
Thoughts of suffering and thoughts of fear blur into one another, My thoughts are unclear.
Through a haze of confusion I sit and cry, Wishing I'd let those thoughts slip by.
By paying them no attention, Paying them no heed, I wouldn't have perpetrated that foolish deed.
Now I'm left alone with my anguish and pain, Until a small ray of light can be glimpsed once again.