Do it's not so much that I lead a double life per se, but that I have a life that I don't share for general knowledge. Part of this life is what I do in my own, or someone else's bedroom.
I've been a member of a site for adults about 2 1/2 years now. And while it's a great site for just getting someone for a short term thing, not the greatest site for anything long term. I'm at the point in my life now where I want long term.
No, not marriage, been there done that shit and I don't want anymore of that. But I also don't want a one night stand or even a fwb thing any more.
So I've spent the last 3 days with a very close friend of mine and all that we've accomplished in all our talking in those three days is that "he's not sure what he wants". Now I may be blond, but I am by no means stupid. So when I hear a guy tell me this, it says to me "I know what I want, and it's not you. But your ok for an FWB thing".
Bleh!!!