Well, to make simple. I'm leaving because I'm bored with my life and this town. My being bored with my life has nothing to do with my friends/family. I have a lot great, and not so great, memories with the whole of them. It's just that my life is stagnent here and I seem to be going nowhere and getting nothing accomplished. And there really isn't much that this town has to offer me in what I want and there is nothing here for me to stay and be just "content" with the way things are now. I really haven't made up up my mind as to what I want to do or where to do it but I do know that it is no longer here.
At first when I begun thinking about it I didn't want to come back because if I could find what makes me happy here I think I would have found it by now but I do have family and friends here that care for very much and will miss them so I will come back from time-to-time for visits, although knowing my track record with that phrase won't be often as I'd like.
Yes, there will be a party before I go; for those of you who like to party and all.
I know I made promises to some of you that if you ever need me I will be there for you and I plan on continuing that promise although the manner in which I aid/help you may be different and/or the time I am able to do such may take a little longer than as of now. I do plan to leave sometime in the summer but that all depends on the circumstances at the time.
I will keep updates to those closest to me as to what transpires to prvent or hasten my departure but only if you ask.