so it seems for the last week or so someone has nothing better to do but email me with bullshit steve says and does...it occurs to me that this is someone who knows him and i and knows the history of us.. which is no one on my page.... someone who wants to be with him and feels it will never happen unless they get me outta of the picture first, cuz lets face it how does he be with someone else and commit to someone else when he is still in love with me (and no im not bein snotty just statin facts!!) to whomever this is get a fuckin real life.. chances are you are someone who lives outta state anyway..... all u are doing is adding fuel to my fire here!! not pushing me away at all.. but making it to that him and i have longer more in dept conversations........ talking more things out then we ever had!!! so go on with ya damn self!!! keep pushing!!!! all you are doin is pushin him right back to me!!! and let me add here....... what steve does he does... what allie does she does... we dont have a right to say shit about it... he has become my best freind.... the one person who knows everything about me and more... the only person who knows the in depts of me..... what the fuck is it that uncommen to stay friends with someone who you spent 10 years with????