Well for those of you that have read my other blogs you know i have been haveing problems with very bad headaches. well today at 4 i am going to be admitted into the hospital so they can run test on my brain to find out whats wrong.im not going to sit here and say im not worried im not freaked out cuz thats bullshit and im not gonna lie.im fuckin worried.i have no clue what there going to do to me.i have no clue what they could find.sometimes i feel like im going crazy.i see shit i know is not there. for a week i thought we had a mouse. i kept seeing this black thing run across the floor....then one day it hit me...Im the only one that sees it.i see flashes of light and spots.i hear bells that arent there.its normal to be worried a lil anyone would be.my mother still wont talk about it. ive been doing alot of things to keep my mind off of it, i made my dog Maggie a lil shirt to wear lol its something to do right? and ive been makeing Myspace layouts and thats fun there all got put onto this website called Skem9 and ppl seem to like them.i try to do anything that makes me have to think alot and use my hands. i have been haveing trouble with getting my hands to work so doing shit on the computer and makeing the dog cloths has helped. well im just rambleing now. i ll post about the hospital sometime.
