ya know .. i am 47 and its like when i try to get happy.. something falls short. i'm guessing happiness ever after hardly ever happens . i'm getting almost to the point of realizing that i'll be single and unhappy forever .. but i'll make sure others are happy. one day at a time i guess. maybe one day someone will actually take that chance and come through and be real. i know.. i'm asking people on fubar to be real. shhhh its ok lol i understandÂ