Hate.Hate.Hate -
Onions. the smell of sammon soup, guys farts, manure. horror movies. scary shows. being scared. pepsi. coke. nightmares. pricks. asswholes. being used. whores that have already shit on a guy twice breaking his heart. whores who steal ur guy. a guy who is keeping things from me & not being completely honest about shit that I ask him about. when a guy is defending a whore cus he thinks she's his "friend". when a guy is hiding his true feelings. when a guy falls out of love with you. guys who lie to themselves about things. when a BOY is claiming to be a Man but is NO where near close to being that dam mature & later admits that. disloyalty. liars. cheaters. people bad mouthing you beind your back. sneaky bastards that just couldn't let that one incident go. being talked down to. heartbreak. heartache. the song lips of a angel. prejudice. racism. wanting to but not being over certain issues. controlling mothers. beer - makes me wanna puke. needles. being ignored. sex that lasts 10 minutesn if that. stuck up bitches. stuck up pricks. fake ass people. parents fighting. fighting with someone I care about. fucked up fathers. selfish people. not being able to count on certain people. being called fat or ugly. being called a sex freak for having a high sex drive. calling me a nag & that I am like his mother, people being shallow, waiting for certain people to sign onto yim. being left out. when grandparents show more attention and affection to other cousins. cramps. bloating. pms. being broke. not having a warm to hot shower. not having a jet tub in my bathroom. the back yard still being a mess. the feeling that am gonna end up alone. not being able to drive. guys who don't want to dance while ur at a dance or club. too many tatoos. cracked out looking guys who think they have a shot with me. whores that stab u in the back & sleep with ur first not long after you leave. guys that try to control you. whiney ass men who complain too much. bitchy teachers. when my mom or sister bitches me out. people being too dam nosey about my business. everyone seeming to know ur business. internet not working. computer fucking up. not having the confidence that I want. living in a town with hardly any convience. stores arround here not staying open after 6pm. having to drive 40, 70, to 100 miles just to do anything decent. gas prices. sunday drivers. old people with brand new cars. dumbasses who can't drive. cold nights & no one I care about to snuggle with me. not being in love. having to make the first move most of the time. using I wanna fuck you more then I want you or lets make love. the feeling of just being a fuck buddy. fuck buddies. a guy thats being cheap. a guy going into debt over a chick. one sided conversations. violence. someone dieing. losing loved ones. losing a close friend. missing people too much. waiting to know a out come. guys being pervs about my yahoo rare. guys wanting to cyber when I am not interested. chrismas songs taking over radio stations. the tickle in my tummy from going over railroad tracks. ice storms. icy roads. falling forward or backwards. going down stairs too fast. sink full of dishes, loads of laundry, mopping, unfinished repairs on my home, taxes, when nothing good is on tv. dreary cloudy days. loud obnoxious drunks besides myself. my older sister going through old note books & poems and giving me crap about it. my older brother teasing me bout the song "Too Sexy". people who don't listen. people who move when I go to take a picture. pictures out of focus. not having plans for a long time. being alone for too long. unresolved issues. slow days. days off going by so fast. how certain people in ur life can just not care. people who log out without a word. when people leave out of my life. the feeling I still love him. when my phone dies and needs charged in the middle of a conversation. my yim logging out & in on me.
