Ok I wrote this back in 2007 when my ex husband and I were having so many problems and were splitting up. I share it now only for feedback on the writing. The pain behind these words is gone; but I'd like to get everyones opinion. Thanks.
My Dearest Love,
Will you be mine?
I tried to let you go,
But Alas, I cannot.
The love I feel for you is too deep,
This pain could kill me.
A life without you is just that,
A living death.
A future without you is not one that I can see,
I cannot even begin to dream it up.
I know I've done things that made you angry,
And I apologized for them,
I am only human after all.
Change is not one of those things I do often,
But for you,
I would flip this whole world upside down
Just to see you smile at me the way you once did.
You feel it,
Just as I do,
This love is too strong,
Our happiness comes in each other.
Together, we are an unbeatable force,
Alone we are cold and defenseless.
I don't fear facing this world without you,
I know I'll survive,
I simply do not want to go throught the milestones of life
Without you by my side to share them with me.
No other man is worthy of making a family with me,
Sharing the same bed as me,
Even breathing the same air as me,
Except you.
Before you,
I was a wandering soul;
With you,
My soul was complete
And since you have left,
I have withered away and died.
I beg you to bring my life force back
And make my heart,
My life,
My soul whole again.
I cannot do this without you,
I have tried effortlessly to no avail.
I know when things are not right,
And me without you is simply the worst.
I love you,
My King,
My World,
The light to my darkness,
and the Angel to this nightmare I call life.
I love you more than life itself.
Your slave for eternity.