I'm not sure many people have been in the situation to make this observation, but suicide is considered a sad waste of life while attempted suicide is considered to be a selfish act. I used to take hospital calls and I had a couple of this from charge nurses and doctors and the like. Someone tries to kill them self and its a lot of mockery and poor baby just couldn't handle life. You know if that person succeeded they would not only be dead, but people would feel a lot more sorry about it. Its so sad. No one saw it coming. Thats my favorite part. No one saw it coming. Gee I wonder why they killed them self. Maybe no one was paying any fucking attention. I just can't believe their dead. I never expected it. You'd think those long letters stating the futility of life would have tipped them off. The large collection of pills sitting right in easy reach of the bottle of whiskey maybe? The noose hanging from the rafters. We just thought he was a little morbid. I can't believe their gone, but before killing them self they gave me this prized family heirloom. They said it was to remember them by. I just never saw it coming. Oh poor baby couldn't take life. We are so fucking understanding. Its so sad no one saw it coming. No one. hahaha
