all my mistakes burning a whole into my soul im not lost but i am fading and i am failing and flailing my arms to keep ahold of all the necessary feeling interupted by your thoughtless ramblings, and having no choice but to break away to get whats mine and i feel you dont care, though you never did, and i bleed to touch whats right to hold by me though i slightly disagree with this plan of mine because if i fake it will it just get out of hand? do you mind what im craving, to discard your tust your lies have been thought out with breaking my heart in mind, is it yours is it mine the heart of all thats left behind, because i cant feel you hear, your body not your being, my mistake ive left behind my own, my precious heart, bursts open as you laugh, because you dont have a soul at all, but im done with all this madness because its contagious, and ive grown blacker all along, and now im cold, laying lifeless as i shiver, like a child just out of the womb tossed out by the roadside, and now i cry and im fighting this urge to be declined to what you once were the pearson that left my eye