I'm counting down the days now
I know your asking HOW?
But I can't keep living like this
I walk around with a closed fist
This is the last thing I wanted to do
But what did I ever do to you?
I used to think you were proud
Now your saying I'm not allowed
I'm wondering why I stuck around
I'm confused by your looks
I don't know what your thinking
DO you really want me here?
Why do I have to live at home with fear?
I could go on and on
Everything is going wrong
Why is home the place I don't belong?
You say that you love me
or So I hope that you do
But its been a long time since I've heard those 3 words come through
I'm gonna hang on
I'm gonna stay strong
Because before too long
I won't return
I won't look back
and I'll be leaving here
without leaving a track.
-by me. 9-1-2007
