well i went to this school UEI to find out about pharm tech. and luckyly being nervous on the interview maybe me fu*k up what i thought pharm tech was and they reopend my eyes to the fact that i should go to massege therapy so hopefully i get the money through grants and loans and such that i need to get to because i was in it once before and would reall like to go back and finish it. things still feel hopeles and this cliff being far away is driving me nuts i hate not being able to see him and then when he dont return a call drives me more bonkers...i just get werid like that .... its not him its me being a loser.....
