Ok. Just so you know. I'm on the waiting list to have Gastric Band Surgery.
I have 12 to 13 weeks to wait.
I'm sick of waiting.
Last night I found out that My Brothers GF is having
another baby.
I couldn't handle it. I broke down in floods of tears with the thought of having to wait 2 years until I can have another baby.
I was sitting there feeling like I wanted to start self harming again.
I wanted to cut deep into my own stomach. I really hate Myself right now.
I don't know who to turn to.
I can't tell anyone so I thought I would write it down so I can at least get it out of my system.
Yeah I have a Daughter.
Yeah I have a Husband.
But I have never felt more alone than what I do right now.
I want to be happy and live my life.
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