Fatah's blog: "Hustlers"

Love sat down beside me Love sat down beside me I did not know what to do It became a puzzle To be solved. How do you recognize the Beloved When he sits down beside you When she looks at you Do you know Each body thinks it knows The layers all think they know But I did not know It was a surprise. Intimate conversation is always a surprise Talking to yourself Listening to yourself reply Ears hearing Eyes softening Heart listening. Needing to be quiet and allow The voice of Love to speak. Spiraling between desire need and Calm acceptance Eager struggle and Serene observation Touching Love Holding hands with yourself Your other yourself. The Beloved wants to be known As itself, as it knows itself And creates a delicious requirement of morality and fantasy And tricks the Lover into revelation Exquisite revelation And then retreats to see What will happen How will this develop. So today I feel like breaking rules Tomorrow, well who knows When the Beloved comes to visit And decides to stay Confusion and disarray are nearby Waiting. The body responds The mind responds The emotions respond The subtle realms respond And each is different. The beautiful friend Is changed into more. Hiding within, held fast and close and perfect The Ideal, the perfect vision, the hope knowingly unfulfilled. Looking out of the window of self At a vista of befuddled wonder Tingling with warm understanding Muted with a very real fear of caused distress and fumbled beginnings All intermixed with a petition to the Beloved for some simple sign of Reply. Perhaps there is an allness but the humanity within me is simply confused Glad but confused. So I wonder just how I can possibly figure out, If figuring is even real, How can I possibly figure out the best course to navigate When all courses previously explored Are not germane to Now. Now is unique In my experience of living Now is unique. To me. I wonder if one should describe exploding galaxies Or sun drenched meadows full of promise Or beautific visions of Love personified Or grace manifest All seem pale in the face of serene Loving Tranquil affection calm vivid focused ease Perhaps the breakthrough is in belief And in hope For more Love.

Looky what I just received from a fellow fubarian. This kind of message is the reason that I stopped using myspace. I dearly hope that Fubar is not overrun with these hustlers. Hey dear, I came across your profile,sound very nice and attractive,I will like to know more deeper about what you do at the moment, your present or past relationship,your state, age, religion,and what kind of woman you are Looking forward to meet, guess your sincere and honest? Im a very positive and optimistic lady, calm and self-balanced., kind and loyal. I have many hobbies as well. I love people much and learning new things in life. I adore traveling and excursions of any kinds. I enjoy good company, music, outdoors activities, are you sincere and honest? well i will much glad if you can mail when you will be online so that i can be online also.I will be much glad to read from your mails.My ID on Yahoo Messenger is nionnawarat and here is my email adress nionnawarat@yahoo.com so that we can chat better over there.marry..Am online now u can im me ..waiting for u. Regards.