I cry, I cry
Wishing to let go
I sit and stare
And you don't even know
In my head
I cry, I cry
Wanting to be dead
Back in the shadows
After I smiled, I said I would never look back
After I smiled I said I would stay in the light
After I smiled I said I could stay happy
I hear you crying
I saw the sadness in your eyes
I see now, I'm here again
The colors grey
The sound so soft
The pain of how I look when I'm alone
I pick up the phone
I dial my own number
In the hope that I will get an answer