Well I have some shit on my mind and I need to get the thoughts out of my mind and I have said the it before I have to wirte shit down so I wont have to keep on thinking about the thing's that are on my mind. And here gose nothing I have wounderful man in my mind and I pray everyday that the Lord would show me to do the right thing in this relionship that I am in right now and I believe that the Lord was with me when I meat him. When I look at my past relionship's that I was in I think the Lord was with me in all of my relionship and I think he is trying to tell me I need to cool off on what I am doing with my boyfriend and that him and I need to get to one other a little more and not warry about sex and just don't rush in shit that you are not confurtable in doing And I just want to say Thank You Lord for telling me! And Please whatch over me in this relionship!