I Look Up At The Moon
I look up at the moon
As stars twinkle with delight
But the sun it won’t be shining
In my heart tonight
I’m so alone and so afraid
I’m not sure what to do
I feel my heart is sinking
I can feel it falling through
My head it feels so heavy
And my eyes are wept with pain
I don’t think I will ever
Learn to smile again
The pain is swirling in my chest
No one will ever see
And if I just keep quiet
No one needs worry of me
I want to scream and bellow
I try with all my might
But no sound will be heard
As I feel I’m losing the fight
I hold back all my tears
So my children do not see
But I’m finding it so difficult
I’m scared of what will be
This isn’t what I wanted
It just wasn’t meant to be
I never asked for much
I just pictured a family
So I look up at the moon
And hold my dream so tight
And close my eyes to dream again
And hope I’ll sleep tonight.