What can I say!!! I ♥ my husband so much!!! Last night was the first time in a long time that I have drank, a lot lol and well needless to say I got pretty drunk lol and I guess all night last night I kept asking him if he loved me and if he was sure that he loved me and if I was the #1 girl in his ♥ and he kept telling me yes =] Well this morning he was telling me that I kept asking him all of these questions and he told me that he has wanted me for years and there is no way that he is ever going to let me go =] That I will always be the #1 girl in his ♥ and yes I do believe him that I will always be the #1 girl in his ♥ but sometimes, even after him and I have talked about this, there is just a part of me that wonders if I am that #1 girl. My friend Jennifer knows what I am talking about because last night her and I were chatting about it and all.
Right now, sitting here and thinking about all of those things that he told me that I was asking him all night and then sitting here and just replaying everything that he did for me this morning I just sit here and keep telling myself that I am so silly for thinking all of those thoughts before, because I know that he loves me so much!!! This morning he let me sleep in and he took care of Jackson and Aidan. He came in to check up on me and well he ended up scaring me lol not on purpose or anything like that lol but he asked me how I was doing and I told him that I had a headache from last night lol so he got me some water and my alive and let me lay in bed some more to let it kick in lol
Honestly, how many husbands would do that for you?? I mean when I was with Chris and I had a hangover from the previous night and he didn't have to work, he wouldn't get up with the kids and take care of them and let me sleep in. I would have to get up with them and everything, while he slept in till like noon!!!
You know there is one thing that I am really, REALLY upset about with my ex is, what is making his new girlfriend so much more important then his own 2 children that him and I have together. And sometimes I can't help but think what did I do wrong to make him not want to be with his other 2 children. But then in the end while I am thinking about all of it, is that these boys are so much better off without him in their lives and they have a wonderful daddy now. They have someone that loves them so much right now, one that is always here for them no matter what, he isn't just one of those dads that pops in and out of their lives all the time or one that I have to fight with for him to pay attention to them.
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