Sometimes I feel like such a complicated person. People don't seem to understand why I do and say the things I do. Especially when I get down. Its a normal occurrence for me and people constantly try to push the matter not grasping that if you push it I will further draw myself in. I go into shutdown mode and will refuse to talk at all.
Some view it as me being a bitch. I just have my walls built to high. Very few people have ever been able to break them down and almost all those people ended up breaking me. It's just me defense mechanism. Take me as I am or move on.
On another note. I am so tired of being people's friends when its convenient for them. If you really give a damn about someone you wouldn't be that way.
/ rant
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