i sit here thinking trying to say
all of my feelings from that horrible day
you changed my life from what i once knew
cause none of our memories were ever true
your lies and deception fooled not only me
but fooled all your friends who never did see
the evil within you the sins you did live
5 minutes alone with you oh what id give
to show you the hurt the pain that you gave
the children yu hurt lives yu tried to save
reputation is all was what yu said
then tookyour pills and laid down your head
all of the things yu didnt hold true
honesty loyalty and be only you
you hid who you were and kept all your sin
the pain that you felt i now hold within
for the kids i protect you the man they all knew
as papa they loved you but not the true you
one day they will grow up and then you will see
the pain yu inflicted came from you not from me
you dont deserve what you got a family so true
friends who protected the evil in you
the good that yu did is hidden in shame
from the deep seeded minds yu used in your game
how do i cry for a man i despise
for all that he did and all of his lies
most will say iam cold to the bone
but they arent me the one left alone
you didnt ask if we wanted to play
pawns in your chess game forced to stay
questions unanswered truths to be told
secrets buried most of them old
if you were here now the upper hand we would get
cause trust and believe id win this bet
id tell you just what i think of you
id tell yu to goodbye our life it is thru
no words can express how angry i feel
how much you hurt me lets keep it real
one day we will meet a time in the sky
and trust the last word i get is goodbye
done by christine
