Well, my boyfriend and i are fighting right now. I have a problem with running. After six months something happens(like fighting) and I pack my stuff and go. I feel like I am a horrible girlfriend. I try to doing everything right, but somehow everything turns out wrong. I hate fighting to begin with and it's worse with my boyfriend because I don't wanna fight. He knows that I have a problem with running and all he has to say is "let me know if you are going to run in the morning." To me that is supporting me to run and not to run. I don't know what to do because I love him with all my heart. All I want is him to be understanding and supportive of me. I am................I don't wanna have to deal with this hurt anymore. I just wanna leave this earth tonight..........
