HELLO ALL,
I WAS JUST WONDERING FOR YOUR OPINION ON A MATTER THAT HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR A WHILE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
THERE IS THIS GIRL SHE IS MY SWEETIE AND I CARE ABOUT HER AND SHE HAS DONE STUFF FOR ME AND I THNAK HER FOR IT. BUT IAM I GUESS OLD FASHION WHEN IT COMES TO GUYGIRL RELASHIONSHIPS. THE GUY PAYS FOR EVERYTHING AND THE GUY CAN TAKE CARE OF HIMSLEF AND HER. I WANT TO PAY HER BACK AND I CAN'T BECAUSE I HAVE NO JOB AND I CANT TAKE CARE OF MYSLEF LET ALONE PAY SOMEONE ELSE BACK. I MEAN I WILL WHEN I CAN AND I ALWAYS PAY PEOPLE BACK THAT HELP ME OUT. I GUESS I JUST DONT WANT HER TO LEAVE SHE SAID SHE WILL STICK WITH ME AND I HOPE SHE DOES BECAUSE SHE IS COOL AND FUN TO BE WITH AND CUTE TOO.
EVERYONE THAT KNOW HOW IAM I HATE TAKING WELL HANDOUTS FROM PEOPLE BUT I DO APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I DONT FEEL LIKE A MAN WHEN I DO THATS WHY I HATE IT. I MEAN I HAD A GIRL BREAK UP WITH ME BECAUSE SHE SAID I WAS A LOSER AND LIVED OFF OF MOM. TRUST ME I WANT A JOB MORE THEN ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME BUT IAM JUST STUCK AND IT KILLS ME. I GET DOWN ON MYSLEF AND I TAKE PEOPLE DOWN WITH ME AND I HATE IT TOO. THATS WHY IAM SO GLAD I SEVERELY CUT FOWN ON MY DRINKING AND TRYING AS HARD AS I CAN TO GET MY LIFE STR8 SO I CAN BE WITH HER AND BE HAPPY. NOT TO GET INTO HER BUSINESS BUT SHE WAS CRYING AND I WANTED TO SO BAD RUN UP THERE TO HOLD HER AND BE WITH HER BUT I CANT FIND A JOB TO GET MY LC BACK AND MY CAR FIXED SO I FELT SO BAD LIKE I WAS NOTHING.
MY KIDS ALSO ARE MY NUMBER #1 AND THATS ANOTHER LONG STORY THAT WOULD TAKE UP ANOTHER 5 PARAGRAPHS. SO I WILL END THIS ANY HELP WOULD BE GREAT AND PARY I GET A JOB SOON
MIKE
