Ok, these past couple of days are finally done, and although I should be grateful that it is over for the weekend, I just don't know anymore. My ex called again last night (Wed) my guess is when he got off work (I got off 45 minutes before he did) and I didn't see him all day yesterday so that was a somewhat blessing. Other problems on Wednesday at work took my concentration to a whole new level. This morning however started out pretty easy enough, no major problems to deal with like the day before. BUT then again I was going towards the restroom and I know I saw my ex. Damn! I said to myself. So, when I saw him, I walked by him without making eye contact, arms crossed and was shaking my head no so he would know to leave me alone. I wasn't in the mood to hear what was going on with him, since I know I didn't sleep last night as it is. I guess the whole thing still has me stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Tomorrow, I think we are going shopping for a new washing machine. The one we have is the same one he got when he first got the home we live in (He got it in 89) and the washer stops in midcycle so that you have to turn the knob off then back on a few times to finish the cycle. That is a pain in my butt to begin with. Last year it was the refrigeratot (we knew the washer was acting up but not as bad then) so this year we are going to get a new washing machine (and hopefully the dryer too) we'll see what happens.
Now, I want everyone to realize that I give you guys compliments because I find you very attractive (Guys) and I pick you as friends to be friends with. What I am doing is being honest with you and I am not going to lie to you and say your ugly if your not. That doesn't mean I want an instant relationship. What is cool about my marriage is that my husband and I have an agreement. I am allowed to flirt, but that is as far as it goes. It's also like I can look but I can't touch too. But atleast it's not like I am on a leash with my husband either. Sure, I am married and I will be friends with you, and as long as you know that I want to be friends with you, just be happy that I picked you as a friend to my friend. I look at profiles to see if they seem to have the same likes/dislikes and what the person is like. That is how I get the first initial impression of people. Take a look at all of my friends, family and fans. Everyone was picked for one characteristic or another. I just wanted to clear that up because I want you guys to know I want to be upfront about this. :) Have a great night everyone!!
Clarification: Ok the ex I am referring to, is a guy I have known since I was about 12. No, I was not ever married to him (Thank god for small miracles there) but the guy I am married to is someone I have known for 11 years this year and amrried almost ten years (Will be in July) I will post a picture under my pictures so you can see my husband. :)
