Imprisoned inside what lays in ruin...
I crawl back within my shade...
drawing circles around my fallen soul
in the dirt there where it lay.....
Without my true love, I await for no other....
watches as the Ravens circle, are flying,
Shadows that are casted by the murder,
so beautiful, it leaves me in awe, crying...
I seek out the death of my lost love,
my heart which once pounded a thunderous beat,
but with every stone of hatred heartache casted,
took my breath with none left to keep...
All these faceless voices of beings,
that try to make me belong...
Feed me their lines one pill at a time,
till I feel nothing, numb, till the pain is gone...
Do they not see this is the way my heart beats,
as shallow as it is,
This is the life of a darkend chylde,
The way the girls life is lived....
I can not stretch my face to smile,
it's easier to weep...
I close my eyes in hopes of the darkness
will welcome me it's eternal sleep...
Might you tell me...where there's serenity?
Bella Dharq