There's times in my life where I just
I just wanna run away, I just
I just wish the pain would stop
I don't wanna cry no more
I wish the pain would go away
Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet
Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit
Mad as fuck, a whop had enough
I recapture the pain
21 years, 10 when it happened
31 now, still I can't stop the tears
I can still hear the KNOCK ON THE DOOR that left 
on my knees cryin and prayin, then I said
"God why? Got to know how hard we try
Don't let him die, please don't let my DAD be dead"
But it was too late, HELLWERE sealed his fate
Gone now, hard to move on now, fuck HOW CAN MAKE MUSIC now
Wish I could die, I could fly
If they don't give a fuck, fuck it why should I?
That's when DAD spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3
with platinum wings and said, "DAVID listen to me"
He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you
Make YOUR MUSIC AND SPIN continuous, this is what U do
I know it might be strenous and times is hard
Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God
Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids"
That's when I opened up my eyes and new DJNABBS lives
Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty bitchS WITH The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone
I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
Is it my fate, am I that Wop, that they love to hate
Solely, slowly, cause I rock FOLK they want my brain gone
Cause of a fuckin chain on? NOW THE
SCARE's on, now the pain's warm,Kinda funny cause IS THIS MY faTE 
THEN I HERE GET UP MAKE a STAND YOUR MY LIL MAN GET UP IT NOT YOUR TIME 
I YOUR BACK JUST GET UP AND I DID HUH CHRIS AND MONK RAN LIKE SOME BITCHS 
Pain...
I wish this pain, would go away
We're talkin about the kind of pain that
I wish this pain, would go away
just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul
I wish this pain, would go away
I don't wanna receive no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
God, please take the pain away
Then my PAIN switch MY MOOD IT GOT ME THINKING OF THING CALLED LOVE 
AND IM LIKE WTF ARE IS THEIR ANY REAL WOMEN IN LIFE LIKE THAT DON'T WANT U 4 YOUR money
THAT JUST WANTS TO LOVED HMM BUT I Learned the hard way 
when they callin you honey AND ALL 
On your dick when they think a WOP, might be rich
That's when I TRIP, cause I know you fuck with me for my money
LIKE SAID IVE Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief
so THATS MY PAIN I JUST WANT TO LIVE LIFE WITH NO MORE PAIN BUT IN LIFE 
Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
AND THEIR Ain't no guarantee IN love JUST KEEP THE FATH AND IT WILL COME AND HOPE ITS RIGHT.
I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain, would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain, would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain