As I sit here at night, thinking of her I wonder if she knows she's the one that's on my mind?
I wonder if she knows that she's the first thing I think of in the morning when I get up?
I wonder if she knows that through out the day I often times catch myself thinking about her, and day dreaming about the life we could have.
I wonder if she knows that I could love her like no other ever could?
I wonder if she knows that I'd give my soul to the devil just feel her soft sweet lips if only once?
I wonder if she knows that I'd give my life for her, no questions asked?
I wonder if she knows that I'd give her the beating heart out of my chest, just to know that I died loving her?
I wonder if she knows that no matter what, I'd always stand beside her?
I wonder if she knows that when I say 'I love you' I mean it unconditionally?
I wonder if she knows that even tho the distance between us is great, that she's always on my mind??
I wonder if she knows that no matter what I'd always be there for her?
I wonder if she knows how I truely feel about her at this very moment?
I wonder if she knows that I'd drop my life in heartbeat to make sure she was okay, and to make her life better?
I wonderful if she knows that I'd take all of her pain and put it upon myself, without asking for anything in return but her love?
I wonder if she knows that I care for her?
I wonder if she knows that my eyes light up when she talks to me?
I wonder if she knows that I'd accept her for her, for all her imperfections and flaws?
I wonder if she even knows if I exist?
I wonder if she knows that she is the last thing I think about before I go to sleep at night?
I wonder if she knows that if she would accept my asking of her to marry her, I'd do it tomorrow?
I wonder if she knows that even though we don't 'know' each other, that i would like to know her, and understand her, and listen to her.
But the thing I wonder most about....if she knows who she is?
You ask me how I can love you, how I could want to spend my life with you, how I could want to do anything with barely even knowing you. It's because I have feelings that run deeper then you could even know, and I'm willing to chance on faith alone, and ride the ride, but I know in my mind that if I lost you, it'd kill me, not only emotionally, but physically, and mentally. If you think you know who you are, please tell me, because I'd like to know if you know or not. ~~Matt~~
