These moments in life,
Just sometimes I could look at a knife,
These wrists I want to cut,
But you know what?
I want one thing more,
Of this I truely am sure,
No matter how long it's been,
It may be a sin,
I don't care,
I am aware,
I know I lost that chance,
No longer have that glance,
But it's your smile that keeps me in a trance,
If only you knew,
If only I could,
You would see it's true,
I knock on wood,
It's no longer for me,
I can see,
I can never be more,
It may hurt me more,
But can't change,
May be strange,
What I feel,
Has always been real,
If only......