Seeing your face everywhere I turn
Realizing it’s just a ghost and not really there
Hurts more than possible to say
Wishing you were here all the time
Seeing you everywhere is hard to stop
Seeing you having the illusion you are here
Makes me miss you more and more
Wanting you to be here for me
Knowing you are on the inside
Wanting you to be on the outside
Showing me how to understand why
Not leading my heart to fail
Leading my heart in the right direction
My mind playing tricks on my heart
Telling my heart you’re here
Then making you vanish from my sight
Making my mind lie to my heart
Is how bad I want you here
Knowing you want to be here for me
Does my mind no good
My heart is telling my mind you should be here
My mind and heart actually agreeing
My mind and heart seeing illusions
Of the one thing they can agree on
My mind and heart wanting you near
My mind and heart not understanding
Why they are making these rules
Why they won’t let me be with you
To be real instead of illusions
Seeing your face everywhere I turn
Transparent to all around
Realizing it’s just a ghost in my mind
Not really there