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heavy are the thoughts that are on my mind the past few days. it will be 13 years in a few weeks since i lost you. you were the light of my life. i can still remember your laugh and you looks. you had my eyes and your daddies nose. you were so beautiful. a perfect little gift just for me and i couldnt be there to stop what happend to you. 13 years next year iw ould have been getting you your first car and teaching you to drive. so much time has passed. so much has happend. but your still in my mind every day every hour. ive let it go long ago but it still hurts and will problay hurt me for the rest of my life. if i could do things over i would have been there to protect you but i was too late. i held you body that day and i cried and screamed so loud that everything was a blur. i cursed god and everyone around for letting this happen but the fact remains the same because it was my fault i shouldnt have gone out to lunch. baby boy momma is so sorry. i would give anything to see yoru smile again. to hear that bubbley giggle you used to do when you were excited happy. Momma love you so much but its time to say goodbye. maybe one day we will see eachother again and i will hold you in my arms and squeze you tight and let you know how sorry i am and now much i love you.
forever and always
momma
