What do you do when something is over? How do you start again? What if you don't want it to end? How do you repair the damage you have caused? How do you help a broken heart to mend? How do you keep from making the same mistakes as you did before? How do you close one chapter in your life and find an open door? How do you prove that you finally see the light? How do show someone that you can actually do things right? How do keep from making the same bad choices? How do you ignore all the negative voices? How can you show that you love someone? How do you change their heart when they say they are done? You can't. You just find a new begining.
Every begining has an end. Every end means a new begining. Sometimes you have to take the only door you are given and just walk through it. There is no certainty as to what will be on the other side but if you don't step through you will never know. I am about to walk through a door into what I hope will be the begining of something good. It is a step that I don't want to make but it may be the best thing I can do for everyone involved. If you love something you must set it free and let it grow. In the end it may remember your good deed and come back to you. I am ready for this new begining. I just hope it doesn't mean the end of me.
