well i'm so excited! i just don't know what to do. i'll see my son for the first time in 5 years. i just hope the tears i've been holding don't come out all at one time.
his fiance and i are going to surprise him. he thinks i'm going to see him saturday. i haven't seen my baby since, omg since he left on the plane in his uniform and i can still remember the last hug i gave him. i
i remember parking in front of the airline door and the sheriff walking over to my car. omg he's gonna run me off the no parking zone.
the sheriff said "mam what are you doing here?" i said i was saying goodbye to my son. the sheriff then says"is that your son? pointing to the young man in a u.s.marine uniform. "mam get out of your car and spend some time with your son!" and i did. when i got back to my car everything seemed so slow motion and when i sat down and clutched the steering wheel all the tears a mother could have just balled out all at once. everyone looking and feeling what i felt. i knew then the love we have for each other was grand. and then part of my heart left on that plane 5 years ago.
