Before you guys think this is how i feel now, its not i wrote 2 years ago this January 2009.
Life
What is life?
Is there a happy ending?
Will God still love you if you take your life?
Sometimes i wonder if im the only person in this world that feels so alone.
I could be with a crowd of people and still very alone.
I wonder if this feeling will ever go away.
I wonder if this feeling will go away if i kill myself?
I just dont understand how someone can feel so alone and not feel the love around them.
Tonite i decided it was the nite for me to go.
I called my family and told them all goodbye.
They cried and told me not too.
How could they care now.
They didnt before.
Why is now important?
Should i stay or go?
I wish i had an answer.
Oh well i guess i will stay around one more day and see what happens.
