So here I am in many situations and none of them looking that great. I am trying what I can to make it the best for me and here everyone still yells at me. I thought I have been trying to take care of myself and make the best choice that I can from my experience and advice from others. Yet, here I feel I can not do much right still and I should distance myself from others. I am only working ten hours at one job and needed more income and decided to get another job at night on top of the first one and classes. I can work up to 40 hours a week through the second job, but i only want 20 because of the course load I have. I had a fear of getting fired from my first job because right now, I am at a stage where I am sick most morning and late night, making it hard to go to my job and she was not responding to me, but after speaking to her superior, they said just come in Thursday and there will be no problems. Great, so how to tell your body not to be sick on Thursday. So now here I am, alone and all my friends mad at me and too many emotions running through mym ind and not sure which way is up anymore.
