Why does life have to be so hard? Slowly im breaking down and you've seen what its doing to me or maybe you haven't. I dont know what to do anymore. I know i can talk to you but i dont know if you can hear me. The happy person i once was is being over shadowed by
the person that im becoming. Lately i haven't seen a bright side to anything that is happening to
me. home no longer feels like a safe and caring place for me. Now its just a place of
judgment and avoidance. Life feels so empty and lonely.Yes there are people all alround me but im just a ghost that passes through peoples lifes or a forgotten memories that no one will ever remember. I try to reach out for you but your out of reach, i try to call out your name but the sounds all around me over power my voice. I try to find you but the light of day is going away. So as the darkness closes all around and finally covers me in the cold of night telling me that ill never be found. So ill lay here alone trying to find some kind of noise or some kind of light hopping someone is at least trying to call out my name. Then i just think to myself your stupid they dont even remember your name. As my eyes start to close then the pain starts to fade but befor they close and i lay myself to rest a single tear rolls down my face knowing ill wake from this heaven and be left alone all over again. my final whisper "can someone anyone please find me i dont wanna be here anymore or just tell me that you care".............. no answer (the tear finally falls and hits the ground)
